College Apps

As a senior in high school, I thought this year would be a blow off. I go back to last year and remember my sister and friends, who were seniors, enjoying their time at school, pumped about spirit week, and the football games. I am quite the opposite. This year has been so anti-climatic for me. Why? I thought I would love being senior just as much but oddly enough, I don't. I think the main cause for this is having college apps on my shoulders. I am too stressed to focus on the fact that this is my last year in high school, that next year I am no longer living at home with my parents, that I will not see more than half the people I see ever again.